secret.

find your true colours, before you no longer know your self

secret hiding place. thank you for everything. wish me luck. shall this infinite sadness magically turn into something real, and end up with a happily ever after. love love love you!!

trinil & daris wedding party

kemang festival 2007

ffffound from my bestfriend ibook. nothing special, i'm just amazed that it took this long(2 years) to get my hair like now.

natural born designer

its my boss birthday, me and some colleague chip in to buy him a present :) we got clueless somehow because, man, he's the boss, he can buy anything he likes, or afford anything he wants..so, got this idea of statement tshirt..it began, with "thank god i'm a designer" or, "i'm boss" but the bf, got a better idea, "natural born designer" and so we decide to use that sentence.

too bad, we dont get the chance to take his pictures with the tshirt.
happy birthday Mr.T! wishing you all the happiness in the world :)

thank you girlfriends

gonna sleep with unmatching boxer&top,but feeling content&better for today :) thank you
girlfriends!♥♥♥kisses for you all.5:10 AM Jun 27th from UberTwitter

none will leave the table

its been a while with him, my former housemate.

beer and pizza always do me good

opposite attraction

watching transformer, I ♥ major lennox & bumblebee

my androgyny darling

she must be somebody's baby

sugar in bitter, water in thirst, songs in silence

infinite sadness.
roller coaster heart. the terrific news came along with the bad news. it slap me real hard on my face, i cant hardly breathe. i choke. i cant scream. i cant fight back. i punch the air, i know it will give me nothing. and leave me unsatisfied. its like thirsty that could never fulfilled.
i'm not running out my time anymore. there is no more time to run. the time is up. slap me real hard in my face.
its my dream. my purpose on life. and now its my infinite sadness.
with all my life, i love him too much i cant even tell him.my head's spinning, my throat's is dry.
be patient my dearest sister, wait until i'm away for a while, i'll shut down my heart and mind from now on. i'll give it all to you when i'm ready. and i wont say, not a sigle word, just to defense my self anymore.

hurricane, turbulance & trouble sleeping